Ugh. It needs to be said.

It's so frustrating. I want to scream. Or cry. Wait, I've done that...

The whole money situation with my parents sucks. They have gotten screwed the last couple of months in every way possible. I'm scared dad will have to quit farming or they will have to sell everything. Or worse, bankruptcy.

I can't help but feel like if it weren't for certain people, that mom and dad would not be in this situation. They have screwed mom and dad in every single way. Mom and dad bought a house that they very obviously can't afford, because they found a way around them saying no, and pretty much tricked them. I can't help but wonder if they paid mom and dad back all that they owed them, that mom and dad would be okay, at least for quite a while longer. It's so frustrating. I don't know how anyone could ever be okay with completely screwing their entire family. No remorse. No effort to try to fix it. Nothing. They just don't give a shit about anyone but themselves. It's getting to the point that I want nothing to do with them. Which is really sad, because aside from all of this, I have no issues with them. But for some odd reason, I have issues with people taking advantage of the people that love them, just because they can and because they fucked their own lives up and now will proceed to fuck everyone else's up.

The only way that I can see my parents even coming close to getting out of their current financial situation is to sell this house. And the duplexes. No doubt, selling the house will cause all sorts of drama and no doubt, we will probably never see a certain baby again, but maybe it's needed. Someone needs to wake the fuck up and realize what is going on and maybe give a shit for once.